lucky number 4

i seriously couldnt sleep last night; was anxiously thinking about MUET. i kept having thoughts, that made me even more nervous! i know, it's useless to think of all that at this stage. yalaaa. bukan boleh buat apa-apa lg kan? but i couldnt help it, i couldnt stand the anxiety. thank god i didnt kill myself. haha

i started staring at my phone this morning, 10 minutes before 9 a.m as i wanted to know the result ASAP! when the time turned from 8.59 to 9.00, i was like this crazy monkey; jumping up and down. after a few, no, A LOT of times sending the same message to mpm, i finally got the result.

Keputusan MUET:
Band: 4

i was screaming, and jumping, and running around in between these tiny spaces in my room. i was so excited. honestly, i never see it coming, considering how much mistakes i've done for the test. i wasnt confident with any of the papers, all of them were equally tough.

i was expecting to get band 3 since i screwed up some of the papers, namely speaking and writing, and listening. *ok, so, 3 out of 4 papers -__-" plus, my english isnt good enough. so, yes, i know where i stand. but the point is, i'm thankful. syukur alhamdulillah.

Malaysian University English Test

today's highlight?

i found out the result for end of '11 MUET will be out on 12th Jan 2012. that is three days ahead! gila! i was literally shaking like hell when i heard the news. seriously! i still am! i was even running around the house, sampaikan my mom pun panic.

mem : kenapa ni? (tinggi suara)
me : meeeeeeemmmmmmmmm!!!
mem : kenapaaaa?!! (mata makin besar)
me : result muet keluar hari khamis!
mem : *muntah

that's how it went. except for the part yang dia muntah la, i made that up. hahahahahha.

but seriously, i'm still shaking. honestly, i dont think i did well on the test. and for now, i dont think i have the strength to re-sit for another; not after what i've been through. it was tough, i tell you. i was almost crying when i sat for the listening test. i couldnt hear a thing! i even wrote down 'visual game' when, of course, obviously, it was 'video game'. pshh. ada ka patut.